this weeks been long............
and full of activity.....sum undertaken for pleasure,yet sum for pain and others were actions which were results of sum prior decisions.............
this week learnt how to do good dentistry...gr8 marketing..........patient fooling........financial gambling that too in 6 hrs of a single day!!
i also happily surprised myself on completing 9 days of no grain intake,it was gr8!
also it was a bit religious [ 2 hr @ Mahalaxmi temple in line] was worth it thou!! and other temples besides.
then sum cat classes by weekend and foreign delegate dental lectures.........for 4 days...was cool...........hope i can translate what i saw/heard/learnt to practical and ETHICAL use.which looked clearly missed out throughout this week.a sad time for doctors...and more so for patients........to sum up......i hope it is selectively memorable.........and applicable

DREAMS........

They appear most lucid when you are deadly drowsy,like a inviting chimera with magnificent beauty.

all seems possible beyond the realms of reality,even the herculean tasks, seem achievable.

you are riding on your stallion of high ambition,with a pompous fanfare ,surpassing a many obstacles,with lightening speed.

u see them with eyes wide shut & sometimes fully awakened, live through them ...........Laughing, Crying,Pretending,,,,,,,Dying in a somniferous state or invigorating in their passionate colours.

Anyone can see them, without a ticket, relish them at no cost , they come without the adage of "Tax" and "limit".all adore their self "heroism" and Conquer/ give-in to their perils.

For most of us strive to put them in concrete, for many die trying to live up to them,and those who haven't found them search for them .....during somber or with eyes wide open.

but the harsh reality is--------------------------------------------------------sum make them come true in flying colours, while other struggle to get close, as they are ever changing, they metamorphose with the greying scalp, blurring vision,GREEN $$, want for higher pursuits and with Fate itself.

thus , they CHANGE, fade out, seem meaningful NO more,,,,,,, as the ULTIMATE & deepest slumber will put them to rest.

BUT YET dreams R

worth watching.............

worth pursuing..........

and WORTH dying for...........

trip down memory lane...........back to school
had sum work arnd my SCHOOL.I was amazed& happy at the same time.new bulding,NEW look,new colours and plants,but the gud old same feel.all the fun i had playing,running arnd ,etc came back to life it was nice......................
well , saw the same old news [which is supposed to be NEW ]evryday but loooks like the cheap imitation and adaptation of sum pervious day.
news channels fighting over the coverage of the same issueless topics! anyway hope TAJ makes it to the 7 wonder list and ROGER fedrer makes it to the mens singles at WIMBELDON.
need to sort out of books and notes. already got calls of ppl asking me for them and mite have to help out my senior/frnd with her book[ thou too bored to do tht].so hope not..................

its been long.............. BACK TO BLOG

Well, What am i to say? its been hell of a time since my last blog.. Almost a yr passed by...
a yr which was the most hectic and DEMANDING---in TRUE sense of the term.
w.r.t -hardwork +luck +being prof's pet +avoiding nervous break down .... etc.
i hope with all the time, money, energy and effort put in...ihope i emerge out VICTORIOUS in the end. its just going to take abt a month for the results of final yr..........
A decision that will mark the begenning/6 month wait to kick off my internship.hope all goes well.plz pray 4 me

AT THE CLINICS]
well itz been almost 2 months of hectic clinical postings. must say got lot to learn , saw impaction sugery, diagnosed abt 40 patients , took 35 radiographs , did abt 2 extractions. it was a experience in itself . mus say dentistry is a serious business and it REALLY goes BEYOND the oral cavity to really understanding and treating ppl.
having a gud time , itz tiresome yet fun!!!
until nxt time.......richa..............

1. Well, here I am at the start of my 3rd yr as a medical student . I thought it will be a good idea to keep a check on the lots of thought's and ideas in my mind and hence this blog.
   learnt some lessons from my 2nd yr results which hit me jus couple of days ago; one being --" nothing succeeds like SUCCESS" and thtz 4 sure . culd really c the joy of success in some smiles while the tears of disappointment in other eyes. Whilst I was caught in the middle , trying to figure out what went wrong.
   not that I wasn't happy to c myself securely in the 3rd yr and mind u , I am really thankful to god 4 that. But I really cant deserve such marks , I mean these low grades really don't belong to me .
   so its time to put on my thinking hat , figure out what I did wrong and then get into action . From my critical self analysis found out a few facts about myself and others
   1--people really put their heart& soul in preparation in last 2-3 months of exams , while I fail to deliver
   2-- my strength could be tht I graps things fast but don't put the effort to revise stuff
   3--tat I am not a route learner nor a routine student
   4--can take up stress , but need to watch my anxiety
   5--need to stop being the 'local scholar gal ' in class and work towards being a hard-working student
   6--will try to cut down on phone calls and gossip [tat will be tough u know!]
   so the bottom line is HAVE TO REVIVE THE KILLER INSTINT IN ME & b UNFAZED BY competitors. As I guess all of ur are judgmental about people and ourselves , and have preconceived notions abt situations and results ; sounding like" I might not make it" or " I know tht he is a pathetic guy" .But the KEY lies in not being swayed away and by keeping a open mind .
   HENCE I wish "all the very best " to myself in my endeavors